Canadian, it's all relative I agree, but try it this way, relatively...even with the hassles booking 30k for 2 domestic means 35 bucks a ticket my cost...relatively speaking, that's a success (to qoute 'shrubs' soon-to-be-veep..."big time").
Taking everything into account everyone who gets the million will be a winner, I sure hope you have or soon will resolve your issues and join us all. Perhaps then you'll be able to put it in context and see what a wonderful deal it is