Can understand the feeling,

I do not even bother this year's 20N with a CSU

but i do love to be tantalised however....
and just chose the F&B voucher instead
that's going to be bundle of laughs & torment which hopefully might end in succes.....

it's a bit like gambling slots, you never know when your cherries are hitting but it feels good if it gets all lines and pays out ....