I completely get the OP, I haven't flown since February and I get to travel for free. With all these open seats, it's killing me not being able to travel.
I'm not going anywhere as long as a "stay home" order is still in place in my home state and wherever I intend to go but as soon as they lift it, I'm joining the OP and getting back in the air.
At the end of the day OP you are an adult and can make whatever decision you want. If you ask 100 different people their opinion on this you're going to get 100 different answers. So do what you want to do.