Thanks for everybody advice
I believe in both time i was greed and i want to save some good sum of money with this tickets
and on the first time i was naive and i just pay without asking and i end up without money or tickets
So now in the second time i was greed also and try to recoup But with caution this time to NOT end up as the first time
this is why i write this post to get some advice
again many thanks for your clarification and advice