I have given up - getting used to riding in the back - it is less anxiety driven to not be disappointed -

only the first hour is hell - medication (Xanax not Ambiem) - I want to be the Happy dwarf not Dopey) & Amazon and Netflix downloads on my iPhone instead of having to drag out a laptop have changed everything -

my new mantra is to just drop the business class addiction- get off the loyalty gravy train - it is just not worth it anymore - we now accumulate status to gain the experiences we use to get for free - ridding ourselves of the delusion of luxury on a metal tube is really the only way to cope with being a customer of this ridiculous industry