I think that until you make appropriate amends for your failure to meet your part of your bargain -- see the above link -- you really shouldn't be seeking help or information from people on Flyertalk. Generally, they don't take to kindly to being used and discarded. Your idea of getting a boarding pass but not flying the flight seems to fall into a recurring pattern of trying to get something from someone else without meeting your part of the bargain. Maybe it's time for you to leave Flyertalk and find a new site.